So O2 came and went pretty fast, a nice big hello and welcome to Iden V2. On the first day I was pretty tired so thanks to everybody (especially classmates) who tried their very best to cheer me up:). Second day was 1sc1 fundraising stuff, so thank you to people who supported our rather ambitious cause. We had campfire at the basketball courts before it started to rain and we ended up in the hall again, much to my delight. Didn't stay for much of the mass dance stuff though and I went outside to help sell drinks and all. Though I'm not exactly much help. And I shall now publicly thank a few people that I personally know have put in a lot of effort. Veronica for helping out with the hot dogs and also staying at the stall all day selling stuff. Julian for pangsehing your OG to sell stuff with veronica. Yiling for baking and sponsoring and everything la you crazy person where would we be without you. Kat for being hilarious and katkat. Yes I shall now call you katkat. And choo for being carwash ic!!! Oh and not to forget Alex who came back to help us sell stuff!!! And alon for being cute and buying me drinks and stuff. and being cute.

Right so I didn't go for the carwash today sadly. Yesterday was fusion!!! Which was my first fusion and I had a good time, although ACSI is rather boring when all the classrooms are locked. Lukas you owe me 1.50

Ladeedadeeda I got posted to ACJC woopdeedoos. Sad that Limzy and all got posted elsewhere but well it'll only be confirmed once their appeals are...settled? To those who didn't get where they wanted, fear not for this is only a 2/3 year stage of your life and all this is just for a piece of paper that may not affect your working life at all. So more importantly make sure you do your best, wherever you are, and let your future take shape from there.

Thanks to everybody who sent their condolences and all, I really appreciate it :).

Tomorrow is the start of O2, which I shall term Oxygen! Or not. Obviously other than the whole missing lessons thing and having fun I'm not that enthusiastic bout o2 ... I guess I've just forgotten how fun it was. I'll miss my class, especially a certain few who I've really come to know better and bonded with. BUT we shall meet again soon, just don't forget who Michael Alexander Dexter Chee Ying Han is. He's : The pervy chopstick, the pervy freak, the guy who's hungry, who brings food to school, who everybody hates, who is a filial son and will be a millionaire in the future, and the list goes on! So it's back to Iden, the place where I once sought much comfort and acceptance. Rather regrettably, ok forgive me I just took like five minutes to spell regrettably, I'm not that close to Iden anymore and yeah partially because I'm rather busy and when I'm not I just happen not to bother paying attention to the mass convo's as they're rather dominated by the same old lines of crap and self praise ahem. We should start playing pictionary again or something.

you were the best dog I could ever have. I'll miss you loads.

I'm having fun at school. But at the end of the day I have some strange dissatisfaction. It's like I think I can be living my life much better than I have been recently. It may be simply my distance from God. It's also a fear; a fear that I'm not being accepted, and that's leading me to do things that I normally wouldn't do. I also fear that if I am being accepted it's not for the right reasons, or that people don't know the real me...

What if jokes got out of hand, what if some people were offended but they don't tell me. I want to love everyone but I don't think I've been really trying hard.

A huge problem of mine is pride. There's always a part of me that wants to be the best in everything. In some ways sometimes I don't accept myself for who I am. And I want that to change ... but how. I need to get back to God.


In less abstract terms this is for scone in case something goes out of hand. I take full responsibility for my jokes and nonsense and I will make an effort to make sure it doesn't go further than that. Sorry in advance for any trouble my actions may cause. Also, if you have something up with me ... be it good or bad please just tell me.

Hello. Life has been pretty great lately, a little tiring but good nonetheless. School's really fun when you've got nice people to talk to. The whole insult michael thing could be cut down a bit but yeah it's alright I suppose. So my first cny celebration in ACJC... It was pretty good.

Hmm blogging's become quite a bore for me. I can't even be bothered to like recap stuff that happened because there's so much. And there's nothing funny or amusing to talk about. Oh. I have an idea. I'm gonna freak people out. Ok I won't. I need to start listening to a lot more music...maybe start a music blog wow oh wow oh wow. But I need a band first.