Hey ... ho hum Wednesday was a holiday after LDP so .. ah recap.

Wed: Didn't do very much, went to shoot-around, hit 10 of 11 FTs. It was my late grandpa's birthday so yeah and my uncle was in town from sydney so went to plaza for dinner as usual.

thursday: School ... Was good because like we only had dunno how few lessons cos the teachers were all still having their break from OEP. Went to Plaza for lunch and drum, then went home dinner watched amazing race

Friday: Ohh err recess was the highlight cos 3 of us shared a 12' pizza but I was still hungry so I was gonna share another one with Conrad which would have meant me spending 9 bucks or so for recess. And yeah hung around with Nat and Conrad waiting for the stupid pizza and Sir Bontoi but alas the pizza was huge but time was out and I took one bite and ran upstairs to class, only to find that Ms Tay hadn't even got there. For the next 7 minutes. I COULD HAVE HAD MY PIZZA!!! And Conrad disappointed me by not finishing it ALL BY HIMSELLFFF. Didn't have NP due to OEP so went home, started reading Digital Fortress, err felt sick so I took a nap, woke up then headed to church for band prac. T'was fun, got to get nice nice ringing in my ears and unfortunately I left my chord sheets in the hall. I think. Got home and read another 150 pages of the book.

Saturday: Woke up, went to the TV and just turned it on waiting for NBA at 1130 when it was only 930 so I continued reading my book and as usual Starhub was a Pain and showed X GAMES WINTER SPORTS for an hour before conveniently showing the NBA halfway through the second quarter. So I was really frustrated and stuff because it cuts me deeply to sit in front of the tv for 2 hours only to have to wait another hour. Then had tuition in the afternoon, then out for dinner!!!

Sunday: Well maybe its the band, maybe it's the only 4 songs, it IS God, but yeah for once I actually felt prepared for worship, as in everything was pretty smooth. Eugene's really fun to play with, his bass skills are macho. Yeah and I was "playing by feeling" aka for the first time without a) chord sheets, b) an aux. So oh well bass amp, other auxs and house speakers were loud enough I guess. And yeah it was quite funny... due to several things such as my sister playing the wrong chord for the doxology or something like that. And Yup nice nat said that Can't Live a Day was almost like the real thing? So thank you!! Yay charity(my band)!

So... I think that's enough? Yup byebye. Tomorrow playing ball with Conrad. Me gonna get trashed.

Back from LDP. Bunk good tent bad. Raft and Canoe ouch ouch Forest fun, rock tiring flying fox foxy. Bus ride best, finished Angels and Demons.

So anyway I got saboed to be err assistant clan chief; strategic. And I'm feeling much better than I did a while back, so thanks to those who kept me in prayer and err ... just brightened up my days :)

I'll set out for malaysia tomorrow morning and I hope I have fun. Shouldn't be bad la but somehow I just got this whole ... ah nvm. So yup now I'm off to plaza sing for dinner, err I'm not too happy with the kings because they've dropped 3 straight, always blowing their leads, despite players other than martin scoring. I played ball with Marcus on Monday, where yeah I somehow won 11-3 despite poor shooting during the game till my last 2 points which were made on shots. Marcus as usual blocked me alot, his 3rd point was nice and after that I taught him ... well to me it's a skill to others it may be stupid but yeah my art of driving and basically getting him to score more inside. And umm ... I've been rushing homework. okies sorry to all those people on msn who've like been talking to me and I dont reply cos I just leave myself online the whole time and yeah you'd have no idea when I'm gone. ta!

firstly, sorry to all my friends who haven't done anything to deserve my moodiness but I'm honestly just stressed, tired and feeling the pressure of sec 4. In the first week. Anyway I hear I'm not the only one feeling down.

Today I found out that there was small group bible study at dunnowhere but oh looky no one told me oh what does it matter anyway. I went gym only to get even more tired and yup thankfully I was nicely brought home earlier than usual so I can spend a bit of time on the com before going to do my work. And in the past few days, I want to thank a few people.

Nat, for honestly being really nice and a great friend, being one of the few good sparks of the stupid day.

Thong, for also fulfilling best friend duties and yeah chatting and spending time during school
helped to relieve the stress for that period

Marcus, although certain things you've done have only made my situation worse, I'm sure when you've talked to me bout it it'll relieve the stress alot. And you've been there putting in the effort to keep the bestfriendship alive, and yup cheering up my day as well.


Tomorrow I shall meet some of my friends in church and I hope and have faith that I'll come out of church much more refreshed... And I'm sorry if these few posts may seem angst or how I'm talking to you or whatever, but too bad it's life and emotion exists, so you can't expect anybody to be happy forever.

Sec 4 Day 3. I'm about as tired as one of the 7 dwarfs after going hi-ho and mining my life away. Anyway I don't think I'm gonna join ball and I guess I can't even if I wanted to, due to wah ACSI become pro ball club. "not social club", uh huh ok. And though I'm ok with this year's classes, other than the really scary physics teacher ... I'm happy about well good friends and what I'm pissed about is Chinese. Bliddy homework is just wth... Combining class and all I'm just not very happy about it at all. And I'm just tired. Oh and did I mention the stupid excuse of 400 bucks to """malacca""" Bloody hell I'm just gonna fail everything and get retained and kicked out and go and work as some miner in indonesia or something... can't do anything I want to do. from ball to weight to academics.

My new year resolutions??? other than the 1024 x 768 i've been telling everyone ... hmm
Ok lucky number 5. In no order of priority

1. basketball join join win win mvp yay! no mvp still yay!
2. drum drum bang bang boom boom yay! no bangboom no yay!
3. friend friend close close poke poke yay!
4. nono relationship. ah this one no need resolution actually, who would want to date me eww
4b. 6 pts!!! 1 for everything cept chinese
5. God god walk walk run run yay!

ok ok no more yay!