Oh um. Today Err Marcus (Conrad) beat me 5-0 in ball. yes. I got totally owned. Conrad started shooting like almost every shot went it and had 10+ reb together with 8 blocks and 4 steals. I got owned. yes. I on the other hand made 0 shots and turned the ball over like 6 times. School was pretty good I guess we had 2 tests; chem and physics. Meanwhile, I'm continuing to be a loner with no friends and I'm alone for Valentines (tomorrow) and also I have no friends to do anything with on Friday after CNY celebs. But at least my drum lesson has been changed to 130 on friday so I got something to do. And I WAS going to do something nice for my friends tomorrow, but I decided not to since I'm such a loner with no friends so I can't possibly do it since I have no friends, and no one's gonna do anything nice for me, not even a Good Morning since Mp3 players are so frikin loud. And v****ns. So loud it drowns the world out. I really don't know whats going on la I'm being so mean to everyone. Maybe it's because I have grudges? Or some strange anger that is normally suppressed but suddenly becomes apparent and controls me randomly. Either that or I'm not that nice after all. In fact either way it means I'm not so nice after all. Oh well. Guess I'm not perfect. Tomorrow got PE. Must Must Must try and beat Justin. If it's a full 2.4 run that is. short short thing things I'm not gonna bother. ERR we go saboed for Lee Suan Yew SOtY thing, so well tomorrow got preliminary round that is THANKFULLY impromptu so err... Lets just say I don't want la, but in my heart actually I want la right. Not very nice la.