Friday, December 08, 2006 , 10:24 PM
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I'll Stand with Arms High and Heart Abandoned
In Awe of the One who gave it all
I'll Stand My Soul Lord to you Surrender
All I am is Yours

I came back from church camp today. And firstly I'm going to say how great God is. I'm not going to compare this year's camp with previous years. Because God has a purpose in everything, and even if we think that we're not experiencing him, it's a matter of faith, or so I believe. Any time you come out of the time that God first touches your life, you're going to see things differently. Because you're not going to cry out to God the same way, because he has already fixed so many of the problems and issues in our lives, we're not as broken as we were before. I was thinking to myself going into camp, that at the most I'm just going to re-commit my life to God, as I have done so many times. But God spoke to me and he said that I wasn't giving him my all. I was still being held back, not surrendering all. The more camps we go for, the more spiritual highs we get, the harder the devil is going to make it for us to get the next.

I'm not going to talk about the events and stuff because those are all unimportant. But yes credit to the X-trainers for good sessions of fun. And I have strengthened friendships with people, and I hope that we can continue to become closer, because we're all in each others lives for a reason.