Recently I came across certain WORKS OF LITERATURE cough blog that was quite...weird to me. I mean sudden realizations of things that aren't wrong are wrong. Paradoxes, confusion that's basically all that they brought. Like a huge DUH HUH? Thing. So yea yea the text flows through my mind, and I absorb... and I see messages, stuff (I'm not supposed to know?). BUT then I know it and it hurts, it burns, it stings. Still nothing changes. All I have to say for now is, I'm sorry it's that bad, but there's really nothing I can or could have done about it. Even if I knew, you can't control a) Nature b) God's Will c) Yourself. I can only hope that it becomes better and if there's anything I can do please tell me. The Gift touched me, and well hey maybe sometime there will be a living flashback.

Next thing, Homework. Stress stress stress. I feel really bad for like having to not do a teacher's homework because he's the nicest and chances are I wont be too screwed. It's unfair, the other self-proclaimed righteous teachers are so much worse, but they get things their way.

Anyway, there's no one I miss in life sadly, so I can't really start writing songs and angst about that. But well of course there'll always be that little bit of me yearning for the past, but I think my mind's gone rigid enough to put away every hope of mine. Alright on to the fun happy part!!!

MY BIRTHDAY WISHES:
1. Family, continue to grow in Christ and put all conflicts behind us
2. Marcus, appreciate what you have and continue to be a good friend, but know that your deeds are all being watched by God.
3. Thong! Continue to grow in Christ
INTERVENTION: EVERYBODY I WANT TO GROW IN CHRIST!
3. Thong. Get that shooter's touch and defense back, I want you on for interhouse. Continue in your weird unique ways that make you such a character, and learn to take the effort for those you love :D
4. THE 5...Well for one, all the best for o's, see you next year. For another, STOP BEING SO BUSY LAH!!! SPEND MORE TIME WITH US! For another, cheer up yeah, have fun!! Thong I've said. And for me, bliddy hell get your 15 kg and that stupid 4 inches! IM TALKING BOUT MY HEIGHT SO I CAN DUNK! SHOO!
5. Ye ol S'n'C : Well obviously God's working stuff in your life, and I've really lost touch with both of you so lets get that friendship back
6. The NEW COUPLE COUGH COUGH : START ACCEPTING IT!!! DONT DENY IT!!! LOVE IS LOVE! Poke friends.
7. My dog, scooby: DONT DIE EVEN THOUGH YOU'RE SO OLD!!! You're so cute and adorable and ... old.
8. The Schooluns: Well I can only hope God will touch your lives as well. Though we all get on each other's nerves almost every day, we still remain cool yeah.
9. Jong: Well it's good we've overcome all conflicts. Now we good friends, same birthday, what could go wrong... PST GIRLFRIEND!
10. Me: Start putting God first. Everything else like 100andsomethingth. Continue with your good studies, and develop a age changer machine, so someone can become 15! Or make sure she's retained... heh heh... then make her go acjc.